The fact that you boasted makes me so incensed I’m going to go to this site to tell you off, as you are definitely a real person and not some random profile.
LSD is like growing up in the same house your whole life then suddenly, all the furniture is picked up and stuffed into the garage. You can go in there and look at it if you wish, but that’s only fun for a bit.
What’s interesting is looking at the house without furniture for the first time. Everything is so familiar but profoundly different and in its element as it should be.
Once you come back you get a new perspective on where the furniture really belongs, because you’ve seen the place where it lives.